So, I am super tired right now, but I have to wait for some pictures to upload and tag them before I go to bed, so I figured I'd jot some of my thoughts down in here first.
The sermon at church tonight...er...last night was about Sabbath...and being busy. This was one that definitely hit home with me as I have been thinking about this a lot lately. I am always super busy and to be quite honest, I think I am primarily hiding behind how busy I am. It's so easy to be rushing around with no time to think and thus hide from feelings, the past, and what could be. It also makes it easier to ignore the painful things in life. If you are busy getting to the next moment in life, you don't have to focus on the hurtful one that you have just left, which is rather useful when you are too sensitive. It makes a brilliant excuse to hide behind as well. Who ever objects to someone saying I'm too busy...I've got homework...or work...or whatever else happens to be going on at the time? While some people might be smart enough to call it BS, most aren't going to fuss if you say that you're too busy for a relationship when they ask you why you aren't dating. Although, a more accurate answer would be because I'm scared of relationships, have too many issues that I don't want someone else to have to deal with, and the only guys that are interested in me are the ones that I am not interested in...and my pictures are uploaded...so...night.
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