blog...um...yeah...

Ok...so we have to face the fact that I maybe fail at this whole blog thing when I am not ridiculously busy.... I definitely need to work on that. It would help if I had the internet at home...but Greenhouse is awesome...tea =) So, um...I am nineteen now...hmmm. I discovered today that I cannot subscribe to a podcast on the library internet...much sadness. :( However, I am happily watching all the past episodes download right now! Yay! Greenhouse is pretty much the awesomest...and yes that is a word cause I said so ;) My room is now halfway clean...haha and I have kinda lost initiative...oh dear. Hmmm...and I am using that phrase too much. It is amazing how quickly things can change. One minute you can be secure in a position, only to find you really aren't and that you are restless to move on and find new things. I guess in a way it is good because it has helped me realize that although I love something, it isn't a string to hold me down. I can live without it and when it is time for me to move on and go somewhere else I can because there will always be something new out there somewhere that is just as good if not better. That was a heck of a long sentence...sorry o.O Oh and yeah that is cryptic, but I think I'll keep it that way since I have no clue who may or may not be reading this, so if you are and want to know, feel free to ask in person and I'll be happy to talk about it with you. I think I'm out for now, but I will TRY to be better about keeping up with this.... No promises though ;)